Self-Discovery: Forgive, but don't forget

I've been in this particular mood...I don't really know how to explain it, but I've just been feeling some type of way recently. My junior year of high school will soon be over with, and I thank God. This school year was stressful in so many ways. I have started college planning, and I am currently stressing about the ACTs. I took the SATs before it was modified, and I hated it; now I am focused on doing well on the ACTs because if I don't, then I will not get into my top school. Also, exams are really close and I am procrastinating so much. I told myself that I would work on my time management, but that isn't working out so well.

I'm in a "I am so sick and tired of the negativity that surrounds me" type of mood right now. I guess that is the best way to describe it, but I can't talk about it with certain friends because they would never understand. I have mentally matured this school year; I know which people are my friends and which are not. I had to let go of a few friends just for me to be happy. I am tired of wasting my time, and energy, having forced interactions with people who clearly do not deserve my time. Therefore, I have set a goal to just focus on my self this summer and next school year. I am going to be a senior, and I do not have time to deal with any drama whatsoever. I give people so much of my attention to the point where I do not care for myself. So from now on, I am going to exclude those people silently from my life. In the end, all I have is me, myself, and I.

                                                                            -AK